Through the fog, through the rain, through the mud.


Leather jacket - Object // Poncho - Thrifted // Dog - Chihuahua // Pencil skirt - Object // Rings - Tom Wood // Lipstick - IsaDora (54 - Plummy Plum) // Shoes - Bianco  

The sun has set. Maybe for the whole season. Who knows. I'm wandering through drowning parks in one of my favorite knitted cardigans and brand new rain boots. Breathing icy air through my overly sensitive nose drills underneath my broken, black umbrella. Watching streams turn into tiny, mute glaciers filled with rotten earth and human waste. Stopping by that familiar tree just to look at the colors of its leaves. From pale yellow to oxblood and muddy brown. I'm watching nature's striptease unfold right before my eyes, on seasonal repeat. Ending up on an empty street surrounded by heavy, gray fog. Epileptic light is streaming out of barely lit windows, from every TV, from every home. An ear deafening silence. It's just another crippling autumn. I must resist the urge to hibernate. I'm not strong enough. I know I'm not. The fog, the rain, the mud, the snow. It's too much. It's just too fucking much.

18 comments:

  1. I love that poncho! Especially in this weather:)

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    1. Thank you! I'm a sucker for a good poncho!

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  2. You write beautifully. The leaves are turning colours here too and I am dreading winter. Your Chihuahua is cute. Your IsaDora Plummy Plum lipstick looks beautiful!

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    1. Thank you, sweets! I'm dreading the snow and the cold months ahead. I have a very negative attitude towards winter!

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  3. That poncho looks so similar to one of the jackets from the Isabel Marant x H&M collection that's coming out soon!

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    1. Indeed it does! And it probably cost less than my bus ticket downtown - which is even better ;)

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  4. Beautiful poncho- great find! Your dog is adorable as usual. Love the boots! :)

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    1. Thank you! She's too adorable for her own good! It's hard to resist those big eyes, so she usually gets what she wants!

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  5. I actually quite like this poncho!

    Kate from Clear the Way

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  6. This is awesome!
    Jelena
    http://davrilpoisson.blogspot.com/

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    1. Thank you very much, Jelana!

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  7. All I can say is: "I hear you girl!" It is getting colder and the days are getting shorter by the minute here in Canada. It is depressing. You just reminded me to take my Vitamin D! :)

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    1. Haha, vitamin D is a must here in Norway as well! We're all in desperate need of it!

      Cheers ;)

      And stay warm!

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  8. Autumn and winter must be quite mystic there. Here in the south of Europe I have no clue about that. I do wish it was more cold, I long to have snow...but maybe I'm just like that because all I get is boring rain and I cannot use my (fake) fur coats as much as I wanted...Who knows...

    Hope your sort of hibernation goes well, my dear <3

    kiss kiss, Nádia
    My Fashion Insider

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    1. It is indeed! When it's snowy, it's all white and bright outside - but until the snow settles on the ground it's just black nothingness up here. Very sad, and very frustrating!

      Thanks, sweetie! Hope it doesn't rain that much!

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  9. You are mystically beautiful!

    -Kusja from the Glimmering haze of the eternal February

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    1. Oh, thank you so much, Kusja! <3

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