She had big hair, red lips and dirty boots



Cardigan - iiS Woodling // Dress - Just Female // Shoes - Bianco// 
On the lips - Estée Lauder (Double Wear - 06 Apple Cordial)

I used to draw and paint when I was a little girl, just like a lot of other girls and boys. I just recently started up again, it just took me about 20 years.

The other kids in my class used to tear my drawings apart and throw them in the trash. Laugh at them. Steal. So I stopped drawing. I figured there was no point in trying to create something when everyone around me was going to destroy it anyways. These thoughts and feelings stayed with me for years, decades even. I was scared to share anything I created with my own hands with anyone. I still am. But, I just recently realized that these kids aren't around anymore. They're all gone. All that is left is memories, and fear. And even though it scares me to death just talking about it, I'll admit I've always had a dream of becoming an artist. I just kept it to myself. So don't tell anyone, OK? It's our secret.

It's always raining, even when it's not.


Cardigan - Just Female // Sweater - Gina Tricot // Pants - F21 // Scarf - Barfota // Rings - Tom Wood // Shoes - Bianco

October. Only streetlights and raindrops and asphalt and wind. It feels so fast, so slow. I walk on water, terrified I will fall through the surface and drown. I won't, I will never drown. It just feels like I might.

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.


Sweater - T by Alexander Wang // Jeans - BLK DNM // Signet rings - Tom Wood // Minimalistic rings - The Hatters // Earrings - Still With You // Shoes - Bianco

Since we last spoke, I've been to New York. There I was, alone, free like a bird, roaring the vacant streets on the outskirts of a much too big city, stopping by interesting coffee shops and eating the most wonderful ice cream. It all feels like a dream now, so distant and surreal, as I sit here in my apartment wearing PJ's on a Sunday afternoon. Time goes by so fast when you're living your dreams.

Thanks a million times to the beautiful Samantha Nandez for putting up with me for ten whole days!
Quote by Walt Disney

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