I'm just introverting over here, or hibernating. Sometimes, I can't even tell the difference. I wish I was the type of person that could just
jump into things and enjoy spending time talking to
other people. I'm just not that person. I'm a super-duper-great listener, though. I've come to terms with the fact that I'm
socially awkward, and a bit of a loner; but at times I truly envy people who are social butterflies.
Envy might not even be the right word. Admire. Yes, admire is a much better fit. I admire social butterflies. They seem to just float through this human maze consisting of loud noises and unexpected turns. It doesn't exactly help that I have a tendency to focus very much on how I'm being perceived, through other peoples eyes, in their heads, in my own head.
Inception, anyone? Very narcissistic, I know.. It's one of the pretty traits that ride along "social anxiety" like a freakin' side cart. I'm just
a big, insecure mess. I guess we all are. Some just hide it a little better. Tell me;
how do you do it?
Quote by Lauren Myracle